Anger of mine

 

Along the way I collide,

Either with or without

But I collide with something

I touch it with my foot, but it doesn't hurt,

And when I touch it it just burns

And when I touch it it just burns,

And it's not the soul

And it's not the body,

And the soul is not in it

Why is it burning so much

Why is it hurting so hard.

There is no fear in the world

No thoughts in the world

When there is an emptiness nearby,

And this damn anger devastates so much

That you don't know how to change it

When there is no life in anger

And there are no worlds in life

And no fear in them to change it.

It's better to let go

There is no music in anger

It's better not to feel

And there is no joy in this

It's better not to want

But there is time and love

It's better to love with anger

And combine it with life

One road and one life

And we collide with time, with everyone

But there is a solution, you can't cope with the evil alone

But you can cope with it and with love

On the way, in essence, 

You remain only with.

And I got burned in the fire

 my fantasy

your reality

my passion and your fire

my sadness and yours

burned in the fire like a single noose

and we and our hearts in the filthy fire burned to the end

but to return both passion and soul

from my fantasy and yours

disappears in the morning

appears during the day

in the evenings again becomes fire

and I burned in the fire

I have your fantasy

I have your character

I can barely hold back

suffocate inside

and drops of your fire

I looked at them

and they became mine

and I began to burn from the inside

I became a spark for you

you are the desire of my eyes

I am the desire of your scenes

they give me passion closer to the th

over which we talked in secret from everyone

and I have burned since then still

and it burns from afar

but everything is closer

this is not mine

this is not it

but drops of your lights

became mine

Selfish

Doing,doing,doing everyime,

when I'm doing domething mine,

I like to be different,to be me,

And it's fucking suiting me,

It's a talent to be me,

Like that I'm feeling me.

It's not a bad thing,

to be different to have yours,

Bad is only the fact ,that

you don't know how to say,that

That You want it just like that,

Everyone are coming to grab

What is different,what is cute,

Everyone are coming just to study that,

What is that,that is not suiting  you like that,

If you don't want to let that,,

Being selfish is a must fact.

Living,living,living all,

Which is giving freedom me,

When i'm acting,when im singing,

Im feeling fucking free.

Every moment every hour,

Im feeling selfishly free,

Stop it,if you want it,

Live it if you can,if no,

Just be shadow under my can.

Selfish  new and modern me,

Im coming for you and me,

To change it all what is yours,

To bring it all what is mine,

Im selfish i know it all,

Which is not yours,I'll show it all,

It's inside of you  and all.

It is not a bad thing at all.

Now its me,now im new,

Whom do you see now,

Who can be you,

Im coming to bring all now,

When it's out even of you ,and me,

What is giving so freedom me,

It is not a bad thing at all,

To be different,to have yours.

28.03.25

Di Maria

The Bush of the desert

In the desert,when there is a wind as a tree,

In the desert,when there is a house for a flourishness,

There is a power,and a life without a water,

There is a greenery,without a power and a trees.

The music is a desert,

The flower is a flute,

Which is driving a flower to it's origin,

Which is burning a flower for it's bush,

And a blossom is an adornment for the desert,

And a leaves are a wood for it,on it to stand,

And the bush is it's origin,for it,on it to grow.

The desert is a path,

The desert is a crown,

For a flowers who are looking for the truth,

For the foots,in order to pass to road,

The desert is a bush,sometimes for the life as well,

The bush is the desert,sometimes for the time as well,

The bouquet of a flowers,

The fields of a wild ones,

And a greenery of them,are the adornments for the desert,

When the music is driving you to your path,

When there is a path,which is unseen because of the smokes,

When you cross them,and when You're flourishing with them,

You are turning into a flourished path,

And it's turning into flourished bush for a life,

And it's getting to be an adornment for the desert in our lifes.

Di Maria

07/11/25

Not what it seems

Friendship or relationships in friendship,

Both of them are not what it seems.

Friendship or relationships in friendship,

Both of them are not what it seems.

But when we have a different view on it,

It is turning into the life to be.

But again it's not what it seems.

Worthfullness and values,

It does worth it to be,

It does worth it to see,

It does worth it to accepts,,

But does worth it to does.

Separate from each others,

Values and worth,

Worth is a values,

But for relationships its not what it seems,

But for relationships its not a life,

Friendship or relationships in friendship,

Both of them are not what it seems.

Mixed up are my minds,

And thoughts as well,

Mixed up,im inside,

I was clear to me,

But now i'm different to me it seems,

When time will be able,to be clean to me,

Like my heart was to others,

When i'll stop to be different,

It will not be what is seemed before.

Friendship or relationships in friendship,

Both of them are not what it seems.

Why heart is mine and yours,

Why the values are not chours,like in songs,

Why they are not heard to others,like they are to my heart,

Friendship or relationships in friendship,

Both of them are not what it seems.

Friendship or relationships in friendship,

Both of them are not what it seems.

But be a friend to you,and life will be gracefull to you,

But be joyful,and life will be beautiful to you,

with mixed up thoughts,inside and outside

Friendship or relationships in friendship,

Both of them are not what it seems.

Friendship or relationships in friendship,

Both of them are not what it seems.

07.11.25

Di Maria

Իմ ճանապարհը

Իմ միսսիան,

Ես ուրիշն եմ,այն ուրիշը,

Ես ուրիշն եմ,քո ուրիշը,

Այդ սրտի մեջ մի ճանապարհ,

Ո՞ւր էլ գնաս,քեզ լույս կտամ,

Ինչ էլ անես,կճառագես։

Ես ուրիշն եմ,այն ուրիշը,

Ես ուրիշն եմ,քո ուրիշը,

Երբ ինձ նայես,քո նուրբ սրտով,

Դու կգտնես ճանապարհդ,

Իմ այդ տված սիրուն լույսով։

Չես փոշմանի ուր էլ գնաս,

Չես փոշմանի ոնց էլ որ գաս,

Դու կգտնես ճանապարհդ,

Եթե լսես սրտին ձայնը։

Քո հագուստը,քո զարդերը 

Այդ պճրանքը, քո զարդերը,

Այդ հայացքը ու գտածդ,

Այն ինչ գտած Իմ մեջ ոնց կա,

Այն ինչ գտա քո մեջ ոնց կար,

Իմն է որ կա,ճանապարը,

Ոնց քեզ կտամ,ոնց կվերցնեմ 

Դու դա գիտես,լավ ավելի,անգամ քան Ես,

Հենց ինձ նայես,այն կգտնես,

Այն Իմ մեջ է,այնտեղ դա է,

Հենց ինձ փնտրել,այնտեղ կգաս,ու կանգնել,

Ես ուրիշն եմ,այն ուրիշը,

Ես ուրիշն եմ,քո ուրիշը,

Դու դա գիտես,լավ ավելի,անգամ քան Ես։

Իմն է որ կա,ճանապարհը,

Ոնց ես քեզ տամ,որ դու վերցնես,

Դու դա գիտես,լավ ավելի անգամ քան Ես,

Հիմա ես եմ,այդ ուրիշն եմ,

Հիմա դա եմ,քո ուրիշն եմ,

Ես հենց դա եմ,քո նուրբ հոգու`այդ փնտրածի,

Պատասխանն ու ճանապարհը,իմ ուրիշի։

08.05.25

Di Maria

Run With Love

I want to run,

You force to stay,

I want you to kidnap,

And take me away

My desire,my wish,

My rejection,my acceptance,

First sight only mattered,I've said,

After hearing you voice,I've said.

Silence meant nothing,

From one country to another,

I will always say yes,

Out of searching,I will,

Will became a hunter for your love,for you

I was searching,

I was choosing,

Was studying,

Was learning,

From one country to another,

Discovered you since from the start.

Once rejected,after accepted,

Once choose,after desired,

I became a hunter for your hands,

I became a hunter for your heart,

For you to kidnap me,and run with me,

So fly with me,

Leave your pleace,be my place

I was searching,

I was choosing,

Was studying,

Was learning,

That's  who I am,

Thats what I am,when I see you choose me.

When I see you want to run with me,

From one country to another,

In order to be with me.

I wanted to run,

You force me to stay,

The direction is calling me,

Says me to fly with me,

So fly with me,

That's my freedom,thats who I am,

Run away with me,thats what I am,

From one country to another,

Silence means nothing,

When Im screaming,when I,

I want to run away with a hunter im in.

I was searching,

I was choosing,

Was studying,

Was learning,

Footsteps will be a sign,

Hand on hand,when I'll  be Your sun,

Thats who I am,

That's  what I want,

when I ask to run with love,

When I ask to  run with me,

From one country to another,

That's my freedom,thats who I am,

Run away with me,thats what I am,

From one country to another.

Di Maria

10.05.25