Thinking out loud

 Thinking ot loud,

Maybe about mistakes,

 

Maybe about the time,

Sometimes like what it is playing to you,to us,

Maybe not because of the pain,

but because of the wish,

Maybe not because of the heart,

But because of the truth,

Why does it looked so I did something not so,

Maybe it's my confusion?

Free to live,

Under cover you are sometimes,

Free to feel,yourself like butterfly,

But the demand of love,

Is not giving you any hope,

You are deth my dear,

But maybe it's now your confusion?

Thinking out loud,

Maybe about mistakes,or the time,

Thoughts out im not mine,

Not free to live,to hope,

How can I understand?

Thoughts out loud,

with the waves of the blood in my vains,

and i'm like swimming in them,

It was a dream to be free so,

You left me to feel it by myself,

Thinking out loud,why is this all so,

Maybe it's my mistake,

I've keot it for so long,

Maybe the time is a victim,

And i've survived not so,

whose confusion is that now?

My thoughts are my mistakes now,

How can I understand?